The Beauty of Faith (10 min challenge)

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Is my presence a present, or rather a burden?


If you say so I will happily leave you be


If not I…


No? I’m not a burden?


How could that be?


I mess up every single day of my life,


I do things in spite of you


I tell you I love you but then I go off and do something reckless to jeopardize it all


I’m a hopeless cause and yet you still want me…


Do you HEAR yourself?


 


I push you down. I push you away…


After EVERYTHING I have said to you, EVERYTHING you see me do


You tell me my presence is a present…


You are wrong.


It is your existence that is a present. And one that I am not worthy of…


Do not waste your time with me, I am a basket case


 ....


You’re never going to leave me are you?


You know, I don't think I'll ever understand you...


And I don't have to. That's the beauty of faith


 


So thank you.


Your love is a present in which I could never reciprocate, but I’ll try better this time


I’m not saying it’s going to happen, I’m not saying I’m going to ever be worthy of it


I’m gonna screw up…


But I’ll try


 



Created: Aug 10, 2012

Tags: god, love, beauty, faith

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