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Why do I fight him every step of the way?


We're having such a great time and then suddenly there's just this gaping ache in my chest
and I want something else from him
and...


What the hell is wrong with me?


Isn't it enough, that he goes out with me and kisses me and sometimes we have sex?


I don't know what the hell else I want from him.
I don't even know what's fair to ask...


.................
Oh god, when did this get so complicated?


Fuck.


Somewhere down the line I think I started...
to love him.


Shit.


Fuck.


Not good.


Because that's hard enough. I shouldn't even be letting myself love him.
I can't ask him to love me back too. 

Created: Jul 27, 2012

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