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My secret.


I hold knowing no one will understand.


It hurts sometimes.


I can hear the voices in there.


Pain.


Laughter.


Are they my only friends?


Are they the only ones that really understand who I really am?


 I can't get rid of them.


But I don't want to get rid of them.


They keep me company when I'm alone.


I need an empty room.


I can't stop them, infiltrating my head.


I'm dying in this world.


 


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You looked in pain.


I took your hand and looked into your eyes.


I could see you were hiding in there.


 I could see you were fighting.


Where are you?


You said you can't get away...


Yet there is nothing that I can see that you are running from.


You say they won't leave you alone.


I say, look me in the eye.


You're thoughts will kill you.


Trust me. I'll help you.


Please.


 ~


He looked me in the eye.


For a minute I forgot everything.


I wish i could freeze that moment and stretch it over my lifespan.


Could I trust him?


Could I try?


 What if I fail?


What if he fails?


I can't stop thinking.


These thoughts.


These thoughts hurt.


~


You have a choice.


Let me help you.


I felt her grip my hand.


The Stubborn was slipping away.


Maybe I had a chance.


Was she listening to me?


I felt her in my heart.


I think I love her. ~


I think I loved him.


~


He wondered if he was ever good enough for her.


 He wondered if it had been different if he had tried harder.


~


She felt at peace.


Her head no longer hurt.


 She smiled hoping sleep would be forever.

Created: Jul 23, 2012

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