4 am heavy
I can't bring myself to close my eyes at night for fear I'll see you there. I'll hold you in my arms until the sound comes up, but when I rise you'll burn away. To lose you as the first thing I do each day is not something I can bear.
Why'd you have to go? Why couldn't you just stay? If you'd let me for you I'd wait right here. But I know you've gone down a one way. You're not circling around. If I ever hope to hold you in the warmth of summer sun, I'll have to pick up my heavy heart, carry on, and pray we meet about restart.
Created: May 14, 2012