Now that 16 is about to end
There are questions I'd like to send
Have I done anything good?
Have I removed any chair and stood?
All these questions
Lead to an answer
Similar to it's implications
The answer is "I don't know"
I don't know what you feel
I don't know what you're trying to seal
I don't know what you think of me
I don't know what you feel for me
I know I've done a lot of mistakes
I know I've neglected blocks even if they're cakes
I know I've tried my best for God's sakes
But I don't know what it takes!
What it takes for the book to be read
What it takes for the waterfall to be shed
What it takes for them to know how I lace
What it takes to finally remove this mask on my face!
Because I don't want to change
Maybe that's why my gold had nothing in exchange
But do I really need to be like you?
For you to fcking like me?!
I am getting old
Yet the true story is yet to be told
And I think,
They just don't see the real me
The smoke is thick
The ashes must've created another image that they can see
I peeled the covers of this book
For you to stop making everywhere like a courtroom
Now, open your eyes and look
Look around and listen for I have left the room
Because now I know the answer
I did stood for something better
After all this time it took me awhile to put the words together
For I have always been an outsider
You can now close the doors and act like before, when you don't even bother....
Created: Apr 24, 2017elrayalcantara Document Media