Ow. Ow. I cry in pain,
I lay on my side not wanting to die in vain.
You pushed me. You hurt me.
Furthermore you broke me.
I thought we would always be together,
but there you stood holding her like a feather.
Stop. Stop. I scream within.
I look away as you lean in.
You hugged me. You kissed me.
Furthermore you told me you loved me.
I thought we would never separate,
but instead you let me disintegrate.
Drip. Drip. Tears rolled down my cheek.
I tried to stop them but I was too weak.
You see me. You run to me.
Furthermore you try to comfort me.
By now you are at my side pleading,
But I push you away, my heart beating.
Thump. Thump. I get up and run away.
I feel as though I have run for a whole day.
You used to heal me. You used to care about me.
Furthermore you were always there for me.
I never want to ever see you again,
but write my note carefully with a pen.
Clink. Clink. I tighten the chain around my neck.
I give my note one last check.
I want to stop. I really do.
Furthermore I want you.
I am ready now to say goodbye,
I step off the stool, hanging myself, about to die.
Why. Why. I hear my mother call.
She is here with me after the fall.
I hope you miss me. I hope you feel bad for me.
Furthermore I hope you regret leaving me.
There is a flash of light, and then the room goes black,
but I whisper your name as my eyes roll back.
Created: Mar 08, 2015Alyssaeggs Document Media