Falling Asleep with My Mind

By laurenchancellor

Breathe in, breathe out.

Waking
Boredom
Never a silent moment
Sleep, please let it come.

Breathe in, breathe out.

I wonder if he likes me? I know he's dating her but what if maybe that's just because he doesn't think I like him so he didn't want to be alone until he found out. It is highschool after all.
Do you think I should tell him?
Tell him what exactly?

I'm useless
Why am I still hungry? I just ate three hours ago.

Well that I like him of course. But he's my friend. That would be totally awkward when I found out for sure that he doesn't like me too.
But maybe he'd say he does.

Breathe in, breathe out.

But he's dating that girl. The girl who used to be friendly when she was dating my other friend. Why does she date all my guy friends? What is she doing to me? This really has nothing to do with me, why am I even bothering?

Why can't I fall asleep yet? This is so boring?
Maybe I should picture the dream I had last night and try to drift into

Breathe in, breathe out.

it, but that probably wouldn't work ... what was my dream last night anyway?

Breathe in, breathe out.

Maybe it was about the boy. No, I think my best friend was in it actually. Or maybe Justin Bieber. Ew no,

Breathe in, breathe out.

Breathe in, breathe out.

Breathe in, breathe out.

Breathe in, breathe out.

I can't keep thinking that, it's not really helping.
Maybe to clear my mind a little, but it doesn't do much.

Breathe in, breathe out.

Why can't I just fall asleep?
It's pitch black,
It looks like there's a monster in my closet,
Just fall asleep already!

Breathe in, breathe out.

Breathe in, breathe out.

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Falling Asleep with My Mind

Created: Aug 21, 2010

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