1) Sorry for the crappy quality and the bad shots. This was all done on an old digital camera. (also, there's a blooper at the end.)
Okay. Please read before watching this video (or after. Whichever.)
Releasing this video is something that is terrifying me right now. I was on the verge of not posting it at all, but got great support in saying I should. I have a lot of problems [I pretty much hate everything about myself, specially my face and my voice.]
I know I've released a few small videos and audios here, but I felt the same way about those. This one is a little bit longer and has more of my thoughts in it. If it wasn't this site, I never would have made it and never would even consider posting it for the world to see.
Wow, still nervous. I'm doing a lot and taking steps to get over these fears and be stronger and believe in myself more. Thinking this will help some.
Whether this video gets one heart. 20 hearts, or zero hearts...at least I did it. And I'm proud of it and myself.
This is dedicated to the wonderful gweninterupted - She has inspired me and given me strength to do this with all that she has over come and conquered. I love you Gwenny!
So...enjoy! And don't be too harsh :)
Created: Aug 18, 2010Video Media