Love makes me uncomfortable.
Rejection and Confusion fills my void.
Perfection always my goal.
Today I felt love.
One thought and love became obscure.
Self-doubt about my sexuality.
I was angry because there was no label that fit.
My deepest desire was always love.
I felt an ember of it from him
My thoughts moved towards my professor.
"She's so beautiful" I thought.
Shame and sadness rise as a reaction.
I can't deny or confirm my sexuality.
I can only love.
Created: Nov 03, 2009Document Media