By Aries407


Love makes me uncomfortable.
Rejection and Confusion fills my void.
Perfection always my goal.
My smokescreen.
Today I felt love.
One thought and love became obscure.
Self-doubt about my sexuality.
I was angry because there was no label that fit.
No decision.
No conclusion.
My deepest desire was always love.
I felt an ember of it from him
The comfort.
My thoughts moved towards my professor.
A woman.
"She's so beautiful" I thought.
Something innocent.
Shame and sadness rise as a reaction.
I can't deny or confirm my sexuality.
I can only love.


Created: Nov 03, 2009

Tags: grey

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