The monster inside me (Poem #3)

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I know it's in there


I don't know what it is


why it's there


how it came to be


I'm curious 


but also terrified 


I can't control it


or understand it


or resist it


I am not the moster


the monster isn't me


but I can't conceal it


those who surround me can see it


they won't ever undertsand it


and when it takes control


I can't keep them from it


and they think the monster is me


I feel like the monster


that plauges my every thought 


 that won't ever let me be free 


from the boring reality


everyone else can escape 


I wish it would let me be


but it won't


it won't leave


it won't back down


and it will never be fully known 


by anyone


because it hides in the darkest part of me


that I'm to afraid to show 


 


 


 

Created: Apr 11, 2014

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