Not Everyone Is Truly Complete

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**Now, I apologize if a lot of my text posts seem like blog posts. I don't mean for them to be that way. I'm just curious about what could come out of these. We do have amazingly creative artists on here after all. I'm not going to go into any details because it will definitely turn into a blog. So. Ok. That's all.**

I don’t/ barely have certain relationships that other people have.
One person, I can’t remember him. He died too soon. Because of a stupid, stupid disease.
Another was ok at times. Until I told her “what happened” and she pretty much said because I cannot forgive, I’m a sinner. Yes, we are all sinners. But she made it as if I was the one who did the horrible, sinful thing. The most sinful thing I’ve done was probably, like cussed, or been lazy, or craved things. But I never acted on it. Cant control some things as far as thoughts go. But those are besides the point.
And another person is far away, I haven’t seen her in a very long time. All contact are semi awkward phone calls: “Here’s mommy. Heh. Heh. Heh.”
But, it’s whatever.
Everyone is missing something in their lives.
Not everyone is “complete”.
If this is my “incomplete”, ok. I have to move on.

Created: Apr 10, 2014

Tags: missing, complete, family, cancer, pain, loss, awkward, free-verse, abuse, incomplete, depression, sinner, relatives, sin, relationships, death, acceptance

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