i want to not think.
i want to not wake up to my brain shouting a million different things at once.
i want to not feel the hollow dark in the pit of my stomach that drags me down to its depths.
i want to not always have residual headaches from absorbing content I want to absorb.
i want to not be here, always having to redact my thoughts and act like I don't feel.
i want to not inflict myself on another person, who I would love, but who I'd fear would soon not love me.
i want to not create a new generation that has to deal with me.
i want to not exist, and just have my problems swallow me whole.
i want to not be remembered or missed, and to have no trace of me left behind...
Created: Feb 24, 2014the_23rd_joker Document Media