A Dream so Strong

By oreias

A dream so real -- Morning something that was never really there...

I wrote this poem after having a very strong and "real" dream of having a child and also having her next to me in the very apartment I lived at during that time. When I woke up, I instantly looked for her crib to check on my beautiful child but... the crib and my daughter weren't there. I mourned the "loss" of my daughter for two weeks after that.. and yet... it was "only a dream"... I still think back on that dream though and I kind of end up with an aching heart again, mourning something that was never really there. I do want to become a mother though (I just need to find the dad ><;) and I think that dream expressed the fact my body and mind had become ready for me taking that step when ever the chance will come.

It's a bit of a sore spot for me but I still wanted to share it so.. eh.. please be gentle!

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A Dream so Strong

Created: Mar 26, 2009

Tags: from the heart, poem, heart

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